Well Howdy. So um...
I'm applying to college, which is why i have not been around at all. Slash might be the reason why i soon delete my deviantart account soon. I may return but i feel like moving on and removing myself from a community i feel no longer really a part of. I don't know.

Anyways, stupid meme time


Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot(in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day One: (don't want to do that right now.)

Day Two:
1. I have brownish blonde hair
2. I have 4 freckles on my back that resemble a diamond shape
3. Sometimes, when i get really nervous i get really stupid and obnoxious and just start spouting out random big words. Like, try and play off using "ameliorate" like its a word i use all the time, which it is not.
4. I love fish in fish tanks/ Aquariums. So mesmorizing
5. I have a very weak ankle that will require painful and difficult surgery in the future
6. Said injury prevented me from being the sporty kid i secretly always wanted to be
7. That sports thing was mostly a fantasy seeing as i have almost no hand-eye coordination
8. Classical music makes me sleepy and cry at the same time. aka i am the most awkward person at a concert
9. I had childhood dyslexia that make me read and write words backwards. It still shows up sometimes in my typing.

Day Three:
1. be taller than me but a little bit.
2. Like music a lot
3. Be witty but not obnoxious
4. Like christopher guest movies and king of the hill
5. A big smile, i like huge kind of ugly smiles
6. Dress well, or know how to dress for your body shape
7. Like my friends  
8. Like taking naps

Day Four:
1. What time is it
2. Stuff related to Nabokov
3. Why calculus makes no type of sense
4. Rap Lyrics
5. I repeat conversations with people in my head
6. Why does_____ Look like that today?
7. Wish i had something to fiddle with (i get bored super easy)

Day Five:
1. Date certain people to disasterous ends
2. Lied to my friends because i felt like it, not because i had to
3. Buy a lot of really ugly clothing that sales personell said i looked good in
4. All of 6th and 7th grade
5. Wish i had not made the descision to stay at home in stead of hanging out with friends on most friday/saturday nights
6. being a terrible friend to cetain people

Day Six:
1. Mi Madre,Padre, and sister
2. All my friends, i would feel weird listing one over the other
3. Vladamir Nabakov. I know hes dead but hes really important to me
4. Chris ware and Daniel Clowes, my kind of idols
5.my Grandmothers, they are glorious queens

Day Seven:
1. Smelling bad
2. Neck Beard
3. Needless anger and stupidity
4. a ton of acne. Like some is perfectly fine, its just when you cant shave because litterally your whole face is red. I just, don't want to touch you. We can be friends, but nothing more, like ever.

Day Eight:
1. Artistic, if not, understanding something in an artistic sensebility.
2. self-assurance, you don't have to be confident, just have a grip on who you are
3. goofy humor

Day Nine:
>_< (stress)
O.o (confusion)

Day Ten:
I am petrified by the future